Wow, It never ends.

So, right now, right this second, I hear screaming. This isn't anything new, in fact I feel like I am getting immune to it all sometimes. Someone is always screaming. Its not like I don't care, because I do, I just don't know how to make it stop all the time. Most of the time it is the baby screaming because she wants me to pick her up, or I won't let her eat all the paper in the house, or dig in the trash can...I am such a horrible mommy for that.

Now it stopped...oh wait its the other one's turn. Come wipe my butt. I hate those words. No one ever warned me about 5 years of butt wiping when I signed up for mommyhood. And you know when that is done the first words out of her mouth will be "Can we play a game now?" EVEN though we have been playing all day. We played Hide & Seek, Doctor (NOT the naughty kind, don't even think that), some computer games together, and some general silliness throughout the day. She loves it when I tickle her, or when I hug her tight and tell her that I am never going to let her go, and I love that she loves it. Those things make me happy.

Then there's the other one yelling at me. "Did you finish MY homework yet?" "When are you going to make dinner?"...I am thinking "When are you going to kiss my butt?" NEVER That's right. But life goes on and it is all good, because I am a woman and this is what I was made to do.